flowers and flute, its been a fine day.

This day started grumpy with lots of doing nothing really. Guess i was battling my patience and not wanting to put wraps on my feet.. yet not wishing to cause such a stir either. Im grateful, really, anyone was willing to help at all. we all went to a mall we haddent seen since before all the restrictions..it was nice to see it still functioning. Even doing well. Went to a convience shop afterward and didnt see the help arrive to escort me out of the car untill there was a dark bronze arm offered to at me. Embarrissing and so nice.

Went to the golf place again to lunch with a friend. Tripped on the flagstones and fell on my face. I was ok tho aside from a bruised ego. Now i dont really want to wear the shoes. Was at the guys sports park last night. It was ok. But this morning is another matter. Sun is on full shine again and i'm baking already. Still cant aford to leave or stay either. Narrow edge of collapse is a constant companion.

Bad luck always seems to follow good, however slight, And as we know.. bad luck travels in packs. Currently its the usual cant aford anything, including gas or food. Starter/ignition, are both having major issues. problems with legeleeze demanding more money and a light is out. 

Some things.. no matter how you think them urgent, or needed, shouldnt be spoken of with others. Itl never be understood the way you ultimatly hope. Might as well drop it before the bigger fool turns out to have been you all along. Surprised? Yeah, i know, i know. It feels like the time now is very close, indeed. 

Bleh..i detest being ill.