Life is, as ever, full of ups and downs in a never ending loop rather like a nonstop roller-coaster. Atm I am coasting in a kind of low flat area.. hoping to keep my nose, at least, out of the water. A rather dull time.
I developed a nerve kink or something about a week ago, somewhere around my right shoulderblade. This has put the whole of my right arm on a constant conniption alert.
It blinkin hurts ala time!.. but especially when I bend over or put pressure on just about any part of my arm... which includes simple leaning. Meanwhile, on the other side, one of my fingers has been half numbed for weeks... why, im not sure. prolly another pinched nerve?
Then to add to the physical issues.. I need to see another doc about my hearing etc and maybe get disability straightened out... and unemployment hoops to jump through.. and...
I have a good friend feeling so low with life he's attempted to end it early.. which i consider a serious cop-out. so fighting between feelings of anger, and concern/support over this. i do wish there was an easier answer for the friend. I really do. and...
Personal feeling s of inadequacy and unrequited-ness. Just not sure why really. Maybe just influence from the changing weather patterns or maybe its just ".. a bit of undigested beef a blot of mustard, a crumb of moldy cheese, a fragment of an underdone potato" perhaps? (Scrooge in A Christmas Carol) and...
The weather has been mostly beastly of late, welcome to the southern sizzle of summer. ugh!
In portal news though.. Found one leading to a Final Fantasy styled world the other day (rather in spite of the video on the page, which looks more like Vindictus). It's kinda neat... except for the limit on the number of kills in a given area.. and the gajillian questions I have concerning crafting. Is there no help for this?
Its called Atlantica oh, and for those interested.. its a new part of the nexon 'free-to-play' games list along with Vindictus and Dragonnest.
