Friday, July 25, 2014

Two for past moments... and a few for the present..

Had a dream about you last night.. dark curly hair, sad look... you seemed depressed and unhappy.. you felt.. tremendously sleepy. you managed what you set out to do.. took my care, mugged it, beat it up then kicked it around the yard a few times... all in one short span of time, perhaps the proof was to be blamed on a single uttered sentence. Almost hard to believe that a flame going for a good year plus, guttered and went out just like that... the bubble popped and i was left standing there in the rain with a bedraggled smelly old stray I was nearly repulsed to be in the company of. in the end result, he didn't want me.. and i realized i didn't want you either. go home again dude, please.. and stay there this time.

"Hit the road Jack, and don't come back no more no more, hit the road jack, and doncha come back no more."

Had an uncle pass away recently... I guess you could say he was my favorite uncle... as relatives go, he never seemed too bad... I made up with his wife before that all ended... I feel.. a little sad really.. not to say I was especially close to either of them really but I'm both sorry he left.. and just a little happy to think perhaps he went to be with his lady once again eh? I understand they were childhood sweethearts... married young.. stayed together all that time. He was a bit of a cookie fiend.. and a beer drinker for a time there... she was.. rather sharp-tongued but then, it seems to me most people of that era were a little wasp and sass. I remember a time, with a put together pool in the backyard.. I went round and round and round until they had to call me in for dinner. well, sorry it had to be relegated to part of a blog post, but know I never truly thought ill of ya uncle. You were alright in my book. Thanks for the time... and to see the stamps too.

Gots homework to do... don't want to do it... economics in politics is one of the most boring subjects i have ever had to indulge in for longer then 5 mins. Guargh! cannot seem to concentrate on the history, never-mind the essay. Hes an alright teacher though, i suppose... when he breaks out of the rote gotta-says.
Art Teacher is cool, for the most part.. I like jesting about with him. He's been absent more then we have though. Guess its been a tough semester all around for him. And it's true isn't it? His opinion must be worth something, or he wouldn't be worth a plug nickle as a teacher.

This might be my last post from a stable net spot... I'll get stuck on my phone again for awhile.. at least until sometime next semester when i can hopefully afford a laptop that i can use at the school. ..which still isn't 'stable' but the best i can accomplish, considering the monopoly where I live at.

So I have really enjoyed time spent hanging with Tin on Everquest 2.. and getting to be there for the new ninja skills in mabinogi as well as a new pet... even if it does have a long thin inventory space. To my guildies there... you guys are still fun to hear from, and thank you for letting me be a small part of it.

oh, and yahoo, again I say... Get with it! Your starting to become a constant annoyance!


Check this vid out. taleenntted! .. even if it is another rendition of yet another of MJ's songs.

Michael Jackson on Beer Bottles
Via the Bottle Boys



Trouble Maker
By Trouble Maker



Wednesday, July 09, 2014

Sleepy time in school

I survived English with a b. Yay! Now it's time for the next part. I thought the English teacher was good at imitating Charlie Brown's teacher but..no..history teach has the corner market on putting people to sleep.somehow, he expects an essay finished by this Thursday.. 3 of those and two exams. Sigh.

I'm also rather flustered with blizzard..even as I think I understand the generic idea.

Wednesday, June 18, 2014

Why do I have this blog again? ... oh right. gripes and updates.
ok.. so..

Today was another bummer of a day in a week long series. Today, my seat mate or one of 2 others likely stole my precious (favorite) flash drive. add to the use of my stolen college card at the beginning of the week,.. still ongoing, because im not sure just what I'm suppose to do at the higher one web pages. .. I have another omg 2 page paper draft due tomorrow... the poor art teacher got an earful from the only drawing 2 student he has this part of summer.. so he was in the hall for much of the period. and someone i know is driving me to remove my computer beast rather then bring over my printer to complete my project all in one place. Also have another four major papers due for the second half of summer, when us history starts up. also, sign-up for fall sem, is happening on monday next.. and I'm not even sure I will pass english yet, nevermind us history, which hasn't even started. My ride to school, no longer wants to stay late... and classes I was hoping to take, start late. It was suggested i try a web class, but not at all sure if i could.. since home doesn't have web access, and a 'friend' who would rather i remove the beast then bring over the printer... or the folks who are due back before fall is done. Since i cannot take later classes, and there is no such thing as a web version of a ceramics class, means i have to take the morning class, and settle with less extra time. and of course, the writing class i need.. is in conflict.....

Then, just to add to the low irritated feelings... as i mentioned, i am over there borrowing the net, in hopes of gaining access to several games that are insisting i have access in order to get them underway... i was told, that's all i needed.. access just long enough to get the updates, then offline for the game itself. This seems to be so, for some games anyway..
not, apparently, for Starcraft 2 though. i even have the box loaded onto the computer but no.... i need to load.. more,...a lot more... what is counting for several days running with an achingly slow speed more... updates? WTF? this is insane!

oh, and not to forget the lack of disability. for some odd reason, they think too much has changed and so took me off the program.. sigh.. so need to go through the whole dispute proceedings in hopes that at some point i can maybe get back on it.. meanwhile... so much for electricity.

yepyep.. that's how my whole week + thus far has gone.. so pardon me for a bit of the doldrums. I'll try to spark up a little and get back to all you invisible masses sometime again soon.






Wednesday, May 07, 2014

Short and sweet updates

Sorry to hear about the boat deaths.. what a horrible thing to have happened!
Sorry as well, to hear of the poofd airplane.. all those people. -sigh-
And since I'm at it.. Sorry as well to hear about the troubles in the land with the glowy north. Stay together. Fight those who are trying to change the peace! You all are finally getting a chance to do things for yourselves and the bigger bullys are trying to squirrel you back under -their- rule.

It's finals week.. I got the jitters... not looking forward to tomorrow. I hate tests!!

Oh and blizzard, I am horribly disappointed in you!! I loved starcraft 1 and broodwars. The storyline itself was well worth the bucks I spent getting the games. I eagerly awaited starcraft 2 for such a long time! When it finely hit the shelves, I was right there to grab my copy.. but what did you do?!!
First sign of trouble came moments after I popped the disk into the drive... that code you got on your box is just not enough anymore.no no no..you need to get another one online... but it's ok if you can't get online..just find someone who is and dla text file that will let you in. ...okkay... the programme slowly loads..I get a video review.. I'm chewing nails in excitement.. can hardly sit still and tahdah! It's done! Click the start and..only..no start..instead I get amsg saying..this program needs an update..and needs to have it before we are willing to let you see anything of this huge game we just loaded onto your computer. What?!! It has a singly player campaign though! I should just be able to play it offline like I did with 1. What did you do, blizzard?!!
You took my money to get the box already! Why can't I play?! This game isn't just a singleminded mmo. This is a game in it's own right too! Why must I have to go online to play it?!
Not everyone has the ability to get a computer with enough space to play such a game online, ya know. Some of us live out in the boondocks where such a thing is unavailable. Yes, there are such places existing in the world as yet. Your game was good!. The storyline, the voices.. the graphics!! What did you do?! Give me back the ability to play starcraft offline or give me my money back! Meeking hozers. I feel gyped.. paid for a box of uselessness.So disappointed. Growls n grumbles. I loved that game. Played it for the story..not for the insane ladders online.

And since I'm still standing in the soapbox... exactly what is it mobile..or whoever, has against trying to watch vids on YouTube these days? I mean ok, so there are a bunch of jerk countries playing a game of let's control the net.. that's annoying enough as it is, here I finally am able to get back.. maybe..to a bit of drama watching with free time.. and I see a likely enjoyable episode..click the "play" button on my little mobile and... wait for an ad... buffer spins... finally it starts.. no.. buffer spins... ok.. finally it.. buffer spins some more.. ok well anyw..buffer spins... you know, im not gunna even underst.. buffer again... what I am h... buffer....ing.. grou.. buffer... wl! This is worse the n th... buffer... hikups..buffer...
Not working. =.= ok fine! Il just dl the silly episode onto my phone so I can maybe see it with out all the buffer interruptions. Nope.. country of origin objects. Wha? Who objected? Why?

I swear there are times I think someone is out to get back at me for all the time I ever interrupted someone.

Thursday, March 13, 2014

let there -finally- be a little light!

hey there. yepyep I'm still here somewhere! and still a little gimped for internet. but getting a little more used to it now. there's finally seen a bit of light in the tunnel. got something coming in now, so able to return to a lit house. of course it not only lit the welcome home sign nice and friendly like, but it also lit up all the dirt that has managed to accumulate in my absence. Ugh! so, since its spring break..yay? I have taken to the task of housecleaning... in between studying and running about trying to take care of neglected need-to-do shtuff... like go to the bank and straighten them out..again, go to the legal office type places to straighten me out..again, pay bills.. again, do shopping.. again. stuff like that.
also, my lovable teachers, one in special, gave homework and the threat of yet another test-type the moment we return. Ugh!!! I thought spring break ment a break from school for a week, not study study till yer brains fall out under threat of another test! blehh. it's more a break for the teachers then the students. Humph!
still, I'm not doing too badly thus far anyway. remembering most of it...although I sadly shnarfed on that last test. got 3 I knew I would get wrong and 1 that was a surprise..but yeah, it was wrong. -sigh- I got a B. could still be worse though, so I was really happy there for a bit. I got a B!! not a C or a fail but a B! That's not perfect maybe but its still pretty good!
so life has improved a notch or two for me, now..to see if I can get it to improve just a bit more.

what else?..ah h..I'm in the mood for an anime..hmm.. saw a bit of the zombie one..it was typically brainless. need something more interesting. oh a live action of kiki's delivery service? wonder if it flew ok... think it's worth the time? hmm m.. I'll get back to you on this one.

The quiz, yeah.. got a question or two wrong there...here's to the upcoming midterm!

Thursday, January 16, 2014

gentle meeps and tingles

survived the first week of school. got a couple of, im thinking, rather nice teachers. the subjects are a bit tough, but I think ill survive. was a little worried at first. well, I still am.. as I am waiting for my aid so I can get the things I know I need... and it hasent shown as yet. even thiugh I worried a lot about my general disabilities/gimpiness to start with..im not quite so worried now maybe I can do this after all. ull keep trying.

ahh.. weird typing errors going on here as im not able to freely use my owwn conputer. I can't correct. sorry about that. home statis is all still.. in the dark... hope the weatherstays fairly nice. today was an unexpected rest day for me... I was soooo tierd last night.. feels quite like I slept throygh the night and most if the day as well. no feeling of ..too many overwealming worrys for the weekend anyway. I have 2- assignments to complete over the next 5 days... memorizition and some dictionary use and.. playing in the mud.. which is hardly something I consider work at all. I love clay!!!

anyway, I finally managed to finish the drama I was trying to watch... now to figure out if this device has screenie ability. I miss my computer.

btw... to a certain sheep I have known for a few years or so. hwy! thanks for being such a tenacious friend! yur wool is completely safe around this mew! wouldnt trade our friendship for anything! :D

Thursday, January 02, 2014

nappy euw hear!!

The weather has gotten nippy, and I have been laying low since before christmas hoping things would return to normalcy.. but alas, it seems this is now the new norm... and here comes a new school semester rush n rage. not to mention i haz a cold and am in the dark and even sir coo is shivering. hasn't been that wonderful of a new year start... and thus far, of light at the end of this particular tunnel. and I worry for my cat.

so take it how you please, mighty internet i am being denied in favor for munchies of hotdogs and mushmellows over a hotbox in the cold darkness. I seriously feel for the homeless this year. some people just never get the break they so desperately need.

A glimmer of an upside is.. a new phone, giving me a glimse at my mail once in awhile and a chat with a friend. My profuse apologies Tin.. bad circumstances and not being warned beforehand really baked my whole year this time.

Im even having issues just trying to catchup to my dramas *cry! sniff* Ill try to hang in there... a believe in the thought of when things can get no worse... they get better. dern it!! they Have to!

so.. hope the new year improves finances in a great cascade of good fortune for all I know, including myself. :P My resolution? ..survival!