Monday, March 30, 2009

odd enough to be kinda cool.



Listening to:
Hatsune miku Pachelbel's canon in minor keys
Reading: Naruto and Bleach
Current Anime: ...
Feeling: Mostly sad.
Internet Tabs: Facebook
Obsessing Over: friendship
Current Rant: friendships take time.. If you can't, or are unwilling to take time for them.. they go away.

Thursday, March 26, 2009

eek! tagged!!

Gee thanks Mesh. Lol!
ok ok.. so. i gotta say 10 things about my room. hmmm...

1) Its messy... something about the whole chaotic-orderliness of it all appeals to me.
2) There is always a clear path from bedside to door. Stay on the path if you value your existence!
3) The walls are painted a sunshine yellow.. with white hatch-work on one side. no, this doesn't improve my waking attitude. I'm not a morning person.
4) I have two windows, one is usually cracked open to add fresh air circulating the room via the ceiling fan. (no, my curtains are never open.. I prefer a twilight gloom to my sleeping space.)
5) There are several pics on the wall, mostly of sunflowers, one of lemonade n ice, one of cranes, and um.. there's also one of a big white tiger trying to stalk off the wall.
6) I have a riot of stuffed animals attempting to claim one corner of the room from ceiling to floor, crowned by a large reindeer and an old teddy bear.
7) There are various books and art tools hidden strategically around the room and only -I- know where to find them, thankyouverymuch!
8)Lessee.. I have a huge thick handmade quilt(My sister is amazing!)usually draped over the footboard of the bed... since I sleep 'nest' style, this is often the only 'folded' blanket in the room. (and Yes, I -do- have a favorite soft blanky, which is there, ready to snuggle with.)
9) I have two dressers, one doubles as a convenient shelf.. and the other is being overrun by the stuffed animals.
and 10) I have a nightlight. *shrug* got a problem with that? I dont. :D

ok.. there ya have it. *shifty eyes* I'll get you back for this...somehow. *sly grin*

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

thought provoking

"The way I look at it too is; I live my whole life for God and enjoy a relatively good life and I die, and say I was wrong...........what did I have to lose? Now say I live the same lifestyle I die and I'm right..................The choice is yours my friend"

by a randomly found forum poster.

Thursday, March 19, 2009

ehhh, its another one of 'those' days.

Listening to: The evening hum of my computer.
Reading: Naruto ... still.
Current Anime: Kyou Kara Maou
Feeling: Frustrated and sad.
Internet Tabs: Rinku's website.
Obsessing Over: the blehhs... I guess.
Current Rant: no rant atm.. just a bit of depression.

Yes yes, even I have down days. "I read the news today.. ohboy",.. another dear friend is drifting away. I expected it really. Tried not to see it but.. ah well... It happened anyway and there's nothing to save it anymore,.. if there ever was.
Had a friend's dad pass away recently. I didn't really know the guy.. But I liked him, from what i did see. Kind of a gruff big guy with a warm heart. I'm sure I'll miss him.
It's amazing to note how people affect each-other soo much. Even with just the briefest of touches. and it can happen even virtually as well. I don't quite know what to think of it most of the time.

other times..I wish I could just roll back to a moment or three and take an eraser to a few of things I said and/or did and make the memory of them a bit more tolerable.

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Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed?
closed.

Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotel?
yep

Do you sleep with your sheets tucked in or out?
Sheets never stay tucked in through a single night.

Have you ever stolen a street sign before?
no

Do you like to use post-it notes?
yep

Do you cut out coupons but then never use them?
sometimes

Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of a bees?
neither

Do you have freckles?
yep

Do you always smile for pictures?
nope

What is your biggest pet peeve?
getting my glasses wet.

Do you ever count your steps when you walk?
yep

Have you ever peed in the woods?
yep

What about pooped in the woods?
yep.. well when ya gotta go, you gotta go.

Do you ever dance even if theres no music playing?
mhmm

Do you chew your pens and pencils?
sometimes

What size is your bed? queen, i think.

What is your Song of the week?
Imagination - by jes brieden

Is it okay for guys to wear pink?
i guess so

Do you still watch cartoons?
sometimes

Whats your least favorite movie?
I try hard to block out horrible events in my life.

Where would you bury hidden treasure if you had some?
a jungle island somewhere.. seems like a good classic spot.

What do you drink with dinner?
iced tea

What do you dip a chicken nugget in?
ranch or honey sauce

What is your favorite food?
pizza!

What movies could you watch over and over and still love?
10th kingdom.

Were you ever a boy/girl scout?
yep

Would you ever strip or pose nude in a magazine?
nope

Favorite kind of sandwich? peanut butter and jelly

Best thing to eat for breakfast? pancakes!

When you were a kid, what did you dress up as for Halloween?
a cat

Do you have any magazine subscriptions?
nope

Which are better legos or lincoln logs?
legos

Are you stubborn?
nope! *crosses arms*

Who is better...Leno or Letterman?
neither!!

Ever watch soap operas?
a few times

Afraid of heights?
nope

Sing in the car?
yep

Dance in the shower?
sometimes

Dance in the car?
ehh??

Ever used a gun?
yep

Do you think musicals are cheesy?
some are.. in a good way!

Is Christmas stressful?
can be.. has been.

Ever eat a pierogi?
mhmm

Favorite type of fruit pie?
cheery

Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?
astronomer or a dancer

Do you believe in ghosts?
yep

Ever have a Deja-vu feeling?
mhmm

Wear slippers?
nope

Wear a bath robe?
at times.

What do you wear to bed?
depends on how warm it is

First concert?
john denver

Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart?
wal-mart.. i guess

Nike or Adidas?
neither

Cheetos Or Fritos?
hmm tough one.

Peanuts or Sunflower seeds?
peanuts

Ever take dance lessons?
nope

Can you curl your tongue?
onto its side, yep

Ever won a spelling bee?
yepyep

Have you ever cried because you were so happy?
a few times

Own any record albums?
yep

Own a record player?
yep..somewhere.

Regularly burn incense?
nope

Ever been in love?
yep..several times.

Hot tea or cold tea?
cold tea

Tea or coffee?
tea

Sugar or snickerdoodles?
snickerdoodles!

Can you swim well?
I can swim.

Can you hold your breath without holding your nose?
yes

Are you patient?
not particularly

Ever won a contest?
don't think so

Ever have plastic surgery?
no

Which are better black or green olives?
green olives

Can you knit or crochet?
crochet

Best room for a fireplace?
living room

Do you cry and throw a fit until you get your own way?
not normally

Do you miss anyone right now?
yes

Does it matter?
no. not at all, really.