So.. today was eventful..and i dont mean that in a good way, i took a spill in a totally embarrising way. I mean..i splatted, face first, in a public place. And hurt a rib. Before i could really finish the thought, i was howling over having to lift a leg up into the car. Really concerned some of the people around me too. Im mortified. I still ache..it hurts to take a deep breath. I feel like a cramped statue.
There is a thought to start a sort of travellog..talking about neat things along the way of getting to see various counties in america. I dont know really, im kinda a chicken when it comes to starting stuff. Hm. I should have called this the catsoap box.. seems to fit better than does whatever i called It originally.
Realisticly...theres just too many issues gathering too quickly into a tsunami over my head. I am forever overwhelmed.
As it is with this idea.. dont fully get how its sposta work out. I want it light - hearted. With a fun-loving personality, and it cannot mesh with how its governing body wants it to be rl. Which sounds perfectly boring and biting to me. Oh well.
There are just some things you shouldnt try to talk about with people, no matter how badly you need to get it out there. No matter how you think you are close enough to talk about anything with. It just isnt a good idea. People arnt really in support. Not really. They dont look or listen to your ideas. They look to themselves most of the time, it seems. And so they look to themselves. Its just the way of it, i suppose. And talking to them about a shared idea just isnt on the same level.
Wish the rain would come back. Even just a day of drool or sprinkles.
A kind of last moment happening. First only time happening. I actually opened the car door of a stranger today. Where the heck was my awareness??! Am i really showing signs of brain degradation? Really?
