Saturday, June 27, 2009

and the answers are !!

quiz results! with (my comments) in the brackets.

completed the quiz "What kind of camper are you?" with the result You are a tenter.
You like to rough it. You are a "true camper". You're not afraid of sleepin on rocks or the ground. Bugs don't bother you. You'd rather be under the stars than confined to the inside of a camper..

completed the quiz "Which Muppet are you?" with the result Rowlf the Dog.
You are calm and quiet, a laid back and easygoing person. Talented at whatever you put your mind to, you are never one to brag or boast about your skills. Your idea of a satisfying day would be to go to work, come home, read a book, have a couple of beers, take a walk and go to bed. No need for extravagance, you are happy with the simple things in life. Loyal and a good friend, you are understated but much appreciated by all. .

completed the quiz "What kind of mask do you wear?" with the result Innocence.
Your mask is innocence. You are innocent but not easily impressionable. You always give people the benefit of the doubt, and are nice to everyone you meet. You never really judge anyone, but you sometimes may judge yourself. Everyone who meets you usually adores you, even if you don't really know it. You always think you may be messing up or doing something wrong, but you're usually not. You don't have a problem restricting yourself from things you think you shouldn't do, although sometimes you're a bit curious. Sometimes people try to take advantage of you, but you don't always notice. Over all you're untainted, friendly, and everyone loves you. (Toja I was innocent!)

completed the quiz "Which Jedi are you?" with the result Obi Wan Kenobi.
You are smart and patient. You've learned to think first and act later. The tragedies in your life have made you wiser. (Get help from the obi-wan!)

completed the quiz "How Well do you know Men?" with the result Excellent!! (100%).
Fantastic!! You really do know men pretty Well!! Either you're a master at what men really want or you've blatantly cheated! Or you might just be a man trying to find out if this quiz is authentic enough! whatever it is, Congratulations, you're an Expert on that pathetic species called "Man". (O.O;)

completed the quiz "Which Beatles song are you?" with the result Hey Jude.
You're "Hey Jude". Your all about making life a bit more brighter, no matter what has happened before. Unfortunately, you're a hopeless romantic, and most of your time is spent getting over loved ones. When your life is a train wreck, your friends cheer you up, help you see the brighter side, and help you to get back on your feet and back into the game. "Hey jude, dont make it bad, take a sad song and make it better. Remember to let her into your heart, then you can start to make it better.".

completed the quiz "What Decade Fits Your Personality Best?" with the result 1930's.
You are strong and determined and have what it takes to get through life's storms. You are very helpful to those around you-- be it your friends, your family, or even a neighbor in need. You are a great leader and strong-willed person, and take challenges as a way to better yourself...But you also have a deep sense of warmth and nurturing for those you care about. You are well-rounded and tough because you have to be. You aren't a "diva" but rather a humble person with admirable character. With more hard-working, quality like you, this world would be a much better place. By being able to turn a little into a lot, you know how to make life enjoyable even if it's just through the little things. (ummm kay)

took the How Bored are you? quiz and got the result: 93.. (Yep! thats pretty bored alright)

took the What's your best quality? quiz and got the result: Kindness..
Kindness: You will lend a helping hand to any friend you think needs it, and to everyone who you have helped they see you as a close friend who they appreciate and ready to return a favor. Your kindness is likely to earn you a reputation and make you the go-to person when your friends seek quality companionship.

took the What candy are you? quiz and got the result: You are Twizzlers!..
You are Twizzlers!: You've got a great sense of humor and can be hilarious at times. You always enjoy a good laugh with your friends - and you are good at making them laugh too. You are sweet and fun just like the Twizzlers!

took the How GIRLY Are You? quiz and got the result: 0% Girly..
0% Girly: You are all man and no girl. (A sign of a true tomboy.)

took the What color is your heart? quiz and got the result: Your heart is SILVER..
Your heart is SILVER: You have a silvery heart that is characterized by logic and reason. You tend not to not to make impulse decisions and you know when is the right time to eliminate emotional from critical decisional elements. Your friends trust you with your sense of responsibility and intuition, but you might sometimes come across as aloof with your tendency to be always logical. (just call me Spock-ette lol!)

took the What's your SOUL MATE like? quiz and got the result: A care-taker..
A care-taker: Your soul mate is sensitive and attentive. He/she takes pleasure in making sure both of you feel comfortable, secure and blissful in the relationship. He/she incorporates all the virtues of being trust-worthy, loyal, and a good listener. You'll find yourself so pampered in the relationship that you would never want to leave.

took the What is the First Letter of the Person Who Secretly Loves You? quiz and got the result: M..
M: The name of the person who loves you will start with the letter M. He/She will treat you like royalty. They have the right personality to sweep you off your feet and leave you feeling breathless. (hmmmm....M)

took the What kind of smile do you have? quiz and got the result: Timid smile..
Timid smile: You rarely let out hysteric stomach-hurting laughter around people you are not familiar with. You tend to be a bit more reserved at social settings, but you probably haven't noticed that your timid smile makes you more adorable and attractive. (aaaahahahaha!)

took the What crayon color are you? quiz and got the result: Royal Violet..
Royal Violet: You are Royal Violet! You are self confident and knowledgeable and, to others, uncharacteristically humble. You make decisions in your life with an insight that can only be marveled at by others. You are admired, but you never want yourself put on a pedestal. You like to mingle with all kinds of people to learn about yourself and grow.

took the What flavor of ice cream are you? quiz and got the result: Mango Sorbet Ice Cream. (Mango?..I'd rather the taste of guava ty)

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Listening to:
general silence.. ticcing of the keyboard.
Reading: Naruto and Bleach.. still.
Current Show: ...Star Trek the next generation
Feeling: slightly bleh not a good time of the year for me.
Internet Tabs: Facebook, Mabi-home, Gaia
Obsessing Over: mabi life-skills and the need for more ap.
Current Rant: Michael J. in the news. At the risk of sounding cold-hearted, it's about time he moved on. He was beginning to resemble a lich or crypt-keeper to me..both in looks and personality.

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

got to do eet!!

umm.. hm.. ok.. its another one of those days for me... so many things to do.. and I don't actually want to do any of them.

Listening to:
general silence.. ticcing of the keyboard.
Reading: Naruto and Bleach.. still.
Current Show: ...Star Trek original series
Feeling: slightly bleh/headache/eye strain
Internet Tabs: Facebook, Rainy Days, Mabi-home, Gaia
Obsessing Over: mabi life-skills and the need for more ap.
Current Rant: the news and idiots who blame songs and video games as a cause for murder. games don't kill people.. it's people with a mental screw loose that kills people.

ok.. friends.. hmm... where to start.. maybe with a definition? *thinking*

there are people you have met, you know their face, maybe even their name.. but nothing more really. faces in the crowd.
there are acquaintances.. people you know a bit about.. maybe through another friend.. maybe through a company or a mutual interest.
there are fair-day friends.. people you know a bit about and like. you might chat or play.. and you like them, but they arnt someone you would turn to for even a slight problem.. since their reaction isn't likely something you could understand at the moment or are able to use in any way to help solve the issue.
there are friends.. people you know a fair amount of. you like them, you have some common ground. you can talk to eachother if there is a real need to.
there are good friends. people you know well. you talk all the time, chum around together quite a bit. people you can and do occasionally talk to about life's issues.
there is best friends.. people you know quite well...you chum, you chat, you play. you are buddies. you can talk to them about anything really. people you trust with your ups and downs...even if they might seem silly to others.
and top of the list.. true friends. these people mean the most. they have been with you through thick and thin.. still hanging in there after years have gone by. and you still talk. you are still close. as close as could be without wandering off into a 'love relationship', which is a whole different list.

I couldn't hope to name all the people I have met on the internet in actuality. too many. and many of them very cool people.

I once knew a guy I'll call Dinobite.. he and bara were the best of friends, and I was friends with them through an old online game. one day, seemingly out of the blue, dinobite lost his cool and decided he's had enough of friendship with either of us. He claimed he had too many friends anyway. this seriously affected both bara and me, since we thought ourselves counted as above the mark from the rest of the crowd concerning dinobite. bara in particular. was hit hard by it. he has been best of friends with dinobite for quite some time. they were, in a sense, inseparable. eventually though, we were forced to admit two things, one, the dinobite must have gone seriously yonkers.. and that he wasn't returning. Emotions I have concerning him: happy thoughts for the most part.. and saddness that he chose to leave us all so abruptly.

Now while I realize one can have the wrong kind of friends.. I do not believe one can have too many friends. friends, even online ones.. are worth knowing. even when you think they collectively got you running yourself ragged trying to stay up with them all. Just need to stay paced is all. a good friend will certainly understand if you say "I can't right now" once in awhile.


So of course, I heard those words again recently. This time from another friend of mine. Ruff, although a young kid as yet, is looking for a girlfriend in the game we play. he met this girl he likes, but she is shy and defensive. she said she doesn't know him well enough, that he is too young for her, and wants to be friends.
He yowls, saying he doesn't -want- a friend. he wants a gf! that he has too many friends already. and signs off. bleh I think he's trying too hard. emotions: basic happy thoughts.. and a bit of confusion.

Another I know.. Fire.. he's um.. well, there are those that like him.. and those that can't seem to stand him. now me, I've pretty much gotten along well with him. The guy has his points on both ends of the scale, to be sure. he's had moments where he has been unreasonable, determined and deadly... and for those he is against, this can be a very bad thing. On the other hand, there are times when he can be the sweetest most lovely and giving of persons, he smiles so easily and is such great fun to be around. I suppose thats what first really attracted me to him the first time I got to meet him... his sense of fun and joy. atm, I'd like to be his bathrobe. is that such a bad thing? lol! thoughts: the full gambit really.

speaking of a sense of fun.. there's also this fellow I met a bit ago now, Sirin. He had a great sense of what was fun. even when there was nothing really going on in the game we were in, he'd usually find some enjoyment. something that would cause me fits of giggles pretty much every time. He'd try hopping on top of npc noggins, he convinced a pirate to marry him, and bickered with the guild leader over the look of a chicken hat.

then I suppose it takes all types, doesnt it? I have a friend, Honda, who sweet though she is, is another who seems to think she has too many friends. but then, I suppose its for different reasons. a lot of her friends are always asking things of her or demanding at times.. and it has put strain on her heart. so of late, in spite of her usual bouncy self, she has gone all quiet. I kinda miss her skipping around me, giggling, whenever I got within her sight.

Sunday, June 07, 2009

And heres for another one..

Was recently chatting with a friend, and it was suggested I revisit a blog post concerning friends.. not exactly sure what I might say about each of the friends I have... or even which ones might be mentioned. certainly I value them all for bunches of reasons, many of them different, and all of them are well beyond mere words. I could state what I 'think' of them, or what I think they think of me, could state how I see them, or what emotions I typically feel around them, perhaps, or maybe what I consider personality adds and disads? hmm.. how about a mix? then again, I have never been one for listing names so.. I have to think on this one a bit more maybe.




Listening to:
Tir local music in Mabi
Reading: Naruto and Bleach.. still.
Current Show: ...Star Trek original series
Feeling: slightly annoyed/headache/eye strain
Internet Tabs: Facebook, Rainy Days, Mabi-home, Gaia
Obsessing Over: Mabi life skills
Current Rant: Just who is misinterpreting whom?

Saturday, June 06, 2009

Thoughts of the day

Yay Kakashi has returned! ok, so why couldn't the skuzzy creep bring back Jiriaya also? and whats with those old idiots thinking to put the warhawk, Danzo, into such power as he's been pushing for all along anyway? surely even old eyes can see what a mistake -that- would be! Besides, they are supposed to be the voice of the people, arnt they? well right now, people's choice number one is being joyously tossed into the air in celebration for saving the city. and what about Tsunade? she might be out of it right now, but don't count her out of the picture just yet.

I have a good friend, Mr R, or.. at least I consider him a good friend. I met him through a mutual (at the time) good friend, sometime ago now, and we have chatted on and off since then. He was always polite, and rather 'proper'... which is a bit odd for my usual run of friendship circles. I liked him well enough tho. Then he disappeared for several weeks and when I next see him, he isn't at all much like I remembered. People change though, and I was willing to accept that. One day, he asks to meet up with me, which was a first, and we took it to town. Over the course of the next hour or so, I discover he has a liking for my odd sense of 'bubbly' random personality. It kinda blows me away for a bit, since I never even considered this guy.. and my stunned reel of reaction, apparently, wasn't at all what he was looking for. He gives me a 'stiff upper lip', tells me that he he does not appreciate pity, and leaves me standing there. Now, -since when- does my natural flirt/friendliness or even that of a speechless/stunned reaction translate into pity? I could see a possible dismayed reaction.. thinking I might not feel the same for him or such, but pity? Why on earth would I pity him? (... wanders off dizzily, muttering under her breath about haughty tin cans and stuffed shirts.)

oof... gots a nasty headache.



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