a moment of paranoia?

So .theres this mousehole..in the baseboard of that wall right there. Its just a little thing really....but the thing of it is...not everyone i have spoken to, seems to see it. Or if they do, they just cant understand its importance to the story. One person i know, kept insisting that there is no hole at all.. over and over again..when i asked, she would say, "theres no hole. No problem." Even though there is most certainly a hole there..and thats definatly a problem. Ive touched it. I have felt its edges,.. i have even seen a little mouse moving about in there.  And yet...she persists..'there is no problem there. No hole'..not even a blemish or a scratch, to marr the baseboard. How could this even be? No hole? "Touch it then", i say. But no, she wont do that. Theres nothing there. But there is. "Why wont you touch it? You will see, theres a hole there." And she gets angry. "No!" She yells, holding her hands together. "Your just delusional and trying to drag me into it!." Then she ran off, yelling about how completely unfounded i have been to her. So, i start thinking perhaps shes right. Maybe im just being a lunkhead, giving in to the self doubts for awhile. Its better to just go along, right? But over a bit of time..i have noticed that not only has the mousehole in the wall, not disapeared, its gotten bigger..and i can hear chewing. Not just that but...the other day, i walked by a news stand on the corner of 8th and bingham street..and i startled to see my name. The words "abusive" "delusional" and "tiny mice" accompanying it. Then suddenly, i became aware of the suspicious way people were looking at me. Narrowed eyes and muttering to one another.. i could about feel the red-hot knife of hate. 

I just cant talk about the mousehole anymore.. everyone around me seems to be of the opinion im making it all up. That little hole just keeps getting bigger and bigger...

Then, as i was sitting there, watching the mice coming and going with trails of sawdust.. someone sat next to me..and in a timid voice, whispered ... "Theres a big ol monster-hole in that wall over there. Why is everyone refusing to see it? I just dont understand."

So..there was this girl called kamela...

rantfest?

Not the best of days...not at all. Quite a number of people accusing others of what they themselves have already done. Sides drawn and a fistfight seems about to begin. People on one side just cannot see what their own side is doing while the other side seems totally intent on justifying what just happened to put others.. on their own side, up on the anger board. What once was a place of tollerence has lost cogs and tipped into near maddness. Makes me wonder just what/where the wrench is and who threw it to make such a horrible muddle. One thing i know for certain .. it cannot continue for much longer. Changes are afoot. Got yer popcorn popped yet? ... Ohh this is your third bag? Yeah i understand. Need a sip of hard-won soda and a voting card. Make it count.

And speakin of an elephant...

Barr.. You got the word wrong. Its "de-classified." You arnt making friends anymore. And i thought you were cool once...playin smart bpipes n all...now youv shown yer just a smart-arse. How annoying and disappointed I am in you.

King Sleepy, yer snooze-shoutin again. Get off the soapbox before you irrepairably hurt something. We dont recognize such titles in this country. We never have. You seriously need to catch up with the times if yer gunna keep yelling like that. Get a clue, man! Yer on the wrong side..and shakin hands with the ghost of christmas future. I dont really like you, I never have.. and I'm not the only one. You are hanging with the wrong crowd, man. Corn-pop is laughin his head off at you. Its Cornpop and all of those people behind you that you call friends. They are using you to hurt a whole lot of people. Cant you see that? They are tellin you what to say and then laughing when you repeat it. You dont even really know where you are, do you? The term 'useful idiot' applys to you. Its a crying shame really. People under you are fleeing for the hills all around and you just cant see the obvious. How about lookin toward yer VP?.. shes losing people as well. She was a wrong choice.  She's never around to help fix the problems. She's got her own problems. rats escaping a sinking ship. Yer goin down cap'tn!! Prepare for a dunkin!... And im not talkin donuts either. (Or ice cream) you are going down in history alright. As the worst leader this country has ever experienced. Hope you like it..cus youl get to own it for a mighty long time...with or without (which is most likely) your actual presence.

Mrs. pel, mr shoe, and bug-eyes.. not much to say to you, little demons. Except.. yer time is comin. I hope its as rich as you are. Hope you have to pay for it too. But either way.. enough with you. Be gone allready. And take all yer underlings with you back to wherever youv Really come from... And stay there! Youv done your damage already! Oh, is

this your ball? You want it? Take it with you. Please. Just go.

As for everyone else... Agreed with or not, I'm just one person who watched listened, experienced, suffered.. and made up my own mind. My thoughts, my opinions, dont like it? Sorry. But thats how i see it. Feel free to create yer own soapbox. This litter is used. And since this box is mine... Let's go, Brandon!! *Wink*