lackluster laziness leaves loss..listness in a leppard T

still no signs of anything better comin down the tube. there is talk about moving from house to dinky wheeled space..too maybe if's and maybe more than enough.., "this just is not such a great idea",.... comes to mind for my liking. but while i'm feeling shoved out the door unwilling.... i still would rather avoid the subject altogether. how sad... sigh. i can hear the gnashing of teeth, (boy can i hear it now!) i just... dont want to get into it.. no way to stay, no help in moving. crap.
so, there's no light at the end of this tunnel of hopes and dreams.. its startin to seem like false messages more so everyday that passes. and.i just feel sadder and sadder.... welcome to depression...again. when's this sposta end already?!