Feeling perpetually behind unable to keep up a lot lately. Been sooo confused. Cant even seem to make much sence to me. Its like im trying to learn to speak swahili to an actual native only gailic speaker. I cant understand any part of it! Maybe i could use a different perspective because i can see how negative feeling i can be... all the fripping time! so...
heres a subject... church.
Something i really enjoy, is hearing bible stories from people. I liked playing doodle wars or making cards while I listened. I like ocational potluck/ games/ gatherings/ celebrations /movies with family and friends, especially when i feel ready. (Like clothing, shoes, gift, food, a plan etc) i enjoyed a sunday plan like... going to the library... a lazy day plan to a park or mall to people watch. A plan to outdoor picnic... with chicken...bbq...hothogs burgers.. bean salad... pie....etc
Pushing ones self back into perspective... if we - drop all other things for the needs of the most... we have to get frank paid or we cant leave where we are. Lots to put into perspective. Theres not much time to consider. And lots yet to throw out. Some things, including dreams, have already been put to forever pasture. Sad to say.
